i think teachers, head of department, and principals, ministry are all crap
why so?
because of results.
we are all human
like it or not,
take it!!
when a student does make an improvement,
they deserve more encouragement to do better.
and they do not deserve more lecture on yadayada.
i mean comeon
we are dong our best.
we get shot by our sub teachers, form teachers, parents.
do we really deserve more shooting?
well
let me make myself clear.
shoot somemore.
you will just shoot me off the building
term one i fail 4 passed 2
now mid year, i failed 2 pass 4
overall combine pulled me down
is it really my fault?
and i am not pushing the blame to my term one results
i am merely stating the fact.
i dont know
i feel really insecure abt my life
and everything else!
there is no motivation factor in my life now
its just messed up.
i am scared
i am really scared.

God i love the Mass.

i love you Lord almighty.

you have touched me much

this morning

well woke up at 5

went for Mass at 6.15

Feast of St. Mattias.

well putting the Lord 1st in our lives is a good way to start the day(:

words of wisdom from the Lord,

love one another.

do not judge.

everyone has their own good points.

accept them for who they are.

in response to the Lord,

i love everyone Lord.

maybe i love them too much till i am taken advantage and now i am left to be hurt.

help me oh Lord.

i accept for who they are because they are your handmaid

& i am nobody to judge.

 

looking back in life.

guess it pretty much sucks.

those friends i love, i trust, i care

they just...

they just walked out on me.

just leave.

left me alone

its really sad

why is my life like this?

i just want friends to hang out and be with

is that too much to ask?

god.

why is my life like this?

dont drive me to death

i want not to die just yet

i take great pleasure in helping ppl

let me have ppl by my side that  i can run to and hang out with too

god pls.

havent i lost so much already?

this lil thing i am asking,

is it too much?

if it is, i rather die.

death is the only way out of my sweet misery.

god pls fill my life with some light.